| MODE of Cosmic Therapy: Lies, Lies and More | | | | and resolve, how do we expect the other to deal with |
| Elaborate Lies | | | | their untimely appearances? They will not be silenced, |
| The majority of human beings believe they tell the | | | | you know. They will have their day in romance court. |
| truth, most of the time. Few will admit they lie, most of | | | | But, the judge and jury (our partner) will unfortunately |
| the time. And none will disclose just how often, when | | | | not have all the facts to suitably, fairly and unbiasedly |
| and how they twist the truth ‘a little' to suit their | | | | deal with the evidence. |
| needs. They convince themselves they are not really | | | | Yes, we lie. We all lie. If we didn't, we might just turn |
| lying, when they know, distorted versions of the same | | | | loose of old imagined hurts, emotional loss, unforgivable |
| story are, in fact, deceptive. | | | | betrayal, violations of trust, unbearable financial |
| But, we are curious creatures. Adept at swindling | | | | disasters, uncooperative circumstances in which it |
| ourselves to favor a certain idolized image we have | | | | seemed as if we got the ‘short end of the stick,.' |
| created for/of ourselves. One that we must maintain | | | | not to mention the screeching unresolved mental |
| consistently in as much as our sovereign power allows. | | | | torture of cataclysmic situations which left us marked |
| Hah! How utterly ridiculous and futile are our attempts | | | | for life. Bottom line; we are broken, or so we perceive |
| to portray an untruth so vividly transparent. We can't | | | | the lack of some measure, and we need to be fixed. |
| hide from ourselves AND that's who we live and die | | | | Yet, we try to hide our helpless defenselessness |
| with. | | | | under a guise of being able to tackle the world with its |
| It's all a matter of unconscious perception; an | | | | entire problems single handedly. The daunting load gets |
| awareness yawn would serve to do the trick of | | | | heavy, after a while. (Not the world with all of its |
| waking us up but we're simply not interested. Especially | | | | insurmountable troubles) but the lies we tell ourselves |
| if it involves ‘disturbing our self-indulgent illusions'; we | | | | regarding the responsibility we have for making it all |
| want to continue to believe how wonderful, | | | | right, better, more appetizing. We assume, it's our place, |
| well-informed, funny, intelligent, attractive, spiritual, | | | | duty, task to ‘step in and do what's right' for the |
| dedicated, hard-working, honest, caring, decent, involved | | | | other. [Never once do we realize, that our own greed |
| and interested we are. We walk around as if we not | | | | and insecurity propel us to act in the first place]. |
| only have an ace up our sleeve (an extra added | | | | Because we are so gifted at deceiving ourselves into |
| edge), but can make it magically disappear and appear | | | | believing we are so ‘special' ‘irreplaceable' and |
| at will. We sincerely think no one can see through our | | | | ‘unique', we immediately set about to act in an |
| considerately deceptively masked ‘what's in it for | | | | improbable situation. Of course, how could it be |
| me' incognito personality. | | | | otherwise than for US to save the day? |
| These deceptively constructed guises are particularly | | | | But, guess what? There is no real Mighty Mouse! What |
| prevalent, when we are entering into new relationships. | | | | happens in all actuality is that we stagnate. Get |
| That's when we really ‘put on the dog', or the cat, | | | | jammed up. Mad at the other for not making it right for |
| tiger, bird, bear, or raccoon. (Whatever fits our fancy, | | | | us, or better yet, not allowing us to make it right for |
| at the time) We come across so deliberately ‘put | | | | them! {In as much as there is no day to save; we |
| together' and manicurely maintained. It matters not, if | | | | flounder in perplexity.} Proclamation alert: "Hear Ye! |
| that ‘face of the hour' is nowhere near the | | | | Hear Ye!" The day is perfect exactly and precisely |
| panoramic view of incalculable distortion occurring on | | | | how it unfolds, with all of its apparent imperfections. |
| the inside. We are on a personal quest; we want | | | | Now, what do we do with all of our grand delusions of |
| something. And, nothing short of a 33,000 pound road | | | | self-mitigated triumph? Face ourselves and the |
| scraper will deter us from our conquest. | | | | fictitious lies we've generated in order to live up until |
| We convince ourselves, and the other, that we are the | | | | this point. It's called an ‘awareness yawn.' |
| ones for the ‘decidedly blissful' union that we alone | | | | Ready to fumble and crumble? Ready to accept the |
| can provide. Does it ever flitter into our fuzzy minds | | | | living truth that the indispensable meanings we have |
| that we may have created and presented a delicately | | | | assigned to our lives and selves are no longer valid |
| misappropriate view of ourselves and in so doing, | | | | and appropriate (meaningful)? That the yearning nature |
| gigantically disproportioned the other, as well? No, I'm | | | | of our dramatically expressed inner needs (soul) must |
| afraid not. | | | | be extrapolated and articulated without delay and |
| So the little misleading lies began, lived, thrived and | | | | resistance? Are we ready to venture from behind the |
| multiplied before we even kissed the potential mate. | | | | tree in broad day light for the whole world to see and |
| So much is hidden; so much left unsaid, yet we carry | | | | receive? [Just as we are without a plea} Can we |
| our baggage into the relationship as if it doesn't stick | | | | humble ourselves to admit that we were, have been, |
| out from every scarred hole. IF we can't even bring to | | | | are and will remain in the gutter of our own despair |
| the surface those ghostly demented apparitions of | | | | until we release the idea of supremacy from ourselves |
| entrusted ‘searing of the mind' incidents to confront | | | | and others? |